Really depressing ...this song

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

The other day, i found myself listening to a track called "Hate Me" by Blue October ...a texas based band ...

It's kinda old news but i hadn't discovered this gem of a band before so... if you've heard them, then you don't need to read any farther, cuz you already know ...wiseguy !! :p

And i won't mince my words, this song actually made me feel terrible !! I put it on repeat and then felt good.. a sense of self pity that, in reality, makes you feel better !!

what will you term me as - a masochist ??

The song's about a son who asks his mother to hate him for all the pain he caused her, and maybe for the things he should've said to her...

well, but if you overlook that son & mom part (which i came to know only after watching the video :/ ) , then it takes on a whole new meaning ...

maybe if your having some kinda problem with your dearest one, then perhaps you'll be able to identify yourself with the protagonist... it's not too hard !

mine never calls me, so ...yea ... :D

anyways, maybe you should listen to the audio first in some site like ... the video spoils it man !! :)

take care

Look ma !! Your son's got a blog !!

Monday, August 17, 2009
whoa hello ,

am i even surprised to see you here !

it's the first post and i'm not sure whether anyone's ever gonna be bothered about reading this. The idea of a blog crossed my mind yesterday when i saw Devina's blog "the anger within Me" .. well, she's good, follow her .. and you'll be surprised to see the kid's so called "maturedness" ...i think that's a word that she hates :)

hey btw, thanks again for the inspiration, this first post is dedicated to you ...

basically, i'm going to write here about the goings-on around the place, and maybe whatever comes to my mind ... isn't that what blogs are supposed to be ?? i'm so doomed ...

and i'm really looking forward for your comments ... (another cliche ..erm)

and tips and suggestions too ....

in a couple of weeks i'm losing my beloved diary to someone special so i guess this is gonna be the place ...yay !!

take care